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*CoKe*~ white powdery substance that is pushed in perfect lines… *she* the snorts a complete line… and goes for her next… when it hits *her*…does *she* really want to do this?
*HeRoIn*~ is throwing up even worth it? Or should *she* even try doing it? Probably not! Umm…
*EcStAsY*~ *her* drug of choice… *she* loves how it makes her feel… so different… alive… no cares~ at all. And to think *no one* knows *her* secrets, they think she is a goody goody- *she* is not!
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Scared, *she* is scared- scared that some of *her* secrets will be spilled on to the table of life! *she* doesn’t think people would understand every detail…
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Scared, *she* is scared- scared that some of *her* secrets will be spilled on to the table of life! *she* doesn’t think people would understand every detail…
*CoCaInE* [only once]
*EcStAsY* [twice]
*SeX iN tHe FrEeZeR* [Why was *she* really that desperate for love and affection?]
*ThE cOlLeGe BaThRoOmS* [How can *she* even explain that?]
*She* longs to tell someone the whole story-
*She* longs to tell someone the whole story-
*she* longs to have someone care- completely care~
*SeLf MuTiLaTiOn* [cutting ones flesh, to escape the pain inside]
*BuLiMiA* [the whole eat a bunch, lose your lunch]
*RaPe* [forcing oneself on another]
*AlCoHoL*… it changes lives… it changes people… it changed *her*, and *she* didn’t even drink it! *She* just watched as he did. *She* wanted to get rid of it all, but couldn’t. *She* was too scared. Instead *she* endured it all.
*AlCoHoL*… it changes lives… it changes people… it changed *her*, and *she* didn’t even drink it! *She* just watched as he did. *She* wanted to get rid of it all, but couldn’t. *She* was too scared. Instead *she* endured it all.
The abuse… from both *him* and *herself*! And slowly everything got worse- the threats… became hits and kicks… to forcing *her* to have sex with *him*. *She* feels so crazy. Not that *she* was ever not crazy. *She* remembers when *she* was younger how *she* would take showers in the hottest water, to wash *him* off of *her*, and used soap to burn *her* private areas just because *she* felt *she* needed the pain, *she* deserved it! And now 16 years later *she* still longs to have that pain, No *she* doesn’t want the sex- but *she* feels *she* was put on this Earth to satisfy *him*
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